Thursday, April 29, 2010

Cancer Screening Day Update - Today is done, more tests on the way!

Well, today is done. :0) I have the most wonderful doctor, she took
all the time necessary to cover any of my questions. I have some
issues that require follow up and will have more tests done in May. I
have about a week to wait on test results to get back to have a final
all-clear, but at that point if the results are clear, I will have
graduated to the next level of checkups - from the "every six months",
to the "once a year" kind. That is great, it means you are that much
farther away from cancer, but also you are that much farther away from
your medical teams. I will still be going to my many specialists in
the mean time, so that is somewhat reassuring. I have lost some
weight! Yippie... and am doing everything I am supposed to be! :0) So
I guess I should get some gold stars somewhere, lol I enjoyed the
company of family on my trip, sometimes I like to go alone, but not
usually. I actually had fun twittering the day, it made me feel like
you all were with me and I liked that today. I hope I helped some
newbies see what it can be like. All the stress and anxiety before the
appointment, melted away quickly after getting it over and then
allowing myself the entire rest of the day to do whatever I want. I
only had a small crying fit while talking to the doctor, and she was
really supportive about it and made me feel better. Then we discussed
my hormones, lol - ya, I am now post-menopausal from the effects of
chemo and radiation. They had hoped to prevent that by keeping my
ovaries when they did my radical hysterectomy plus some - lol - but
evidently the radiation and chemo were to strong for them to tough it
out and I am now looking at estrogen therapy. She will be talkign to
my main oncologist before they decide, but now I have to do some
googling on all this...

Now I am laying in bed relaxing and vegging out on the computer while
dinner will be brought up to me. :0) This is my reward for facing my
fears today and I am really enjoying the peace and quiet. I do have
some stress and anxiety over the test results and upcoming ultrasound,
but to know that at least visually today there were NO signs of that
ugly C word we all HATE - that brought me JOY! I hope you all have a
wonderful weekend and make a relaxing day for yourself too! I will
update everything as I know more! Thank you all for caring so much. It
helps more than you know.

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My Cancer Screening - (follow along today on twitter - chromedaffodils ) - The Appointments I Wish Never Had to Go to Again!

Alright, I am down to one hour to go before I get picked up for my
cancer screening. I have inadvertently put this off a couple of months
to long, only to get the friendly reminder call from one of my
specialists who informed me I have gone beyond the acceptable time
frame for them receiving updates from the primary oncologist and I had
to update them on when my appointment was.

Seriously?! I had completely forgotten and I am sure it was
psychological, especially due to the fact I have been having twitching
and spasms in the area where the cancer spread like a bad weed to my
lymph nodes and they found this during surgery, which extended it and
caused me to have to be under a lot longer than expected. I could go
on about the surgery and will later if you want me to, however I
wanted to jot this little blog down because I am probably not alone
and I want others to know they are not alone. I hate these
appointments and I wish I never had to go again.

It is like you graduate from daily care, in my case, I had home health
care, and constant screenings, chemo, radiation, you don't have to be
worried because if you take a breath wrong, your team of wonderful
experts (I really had a wonderful team from the James Cancer hospital)
would be documenting it and evaluating you. I appreciated their
expertise and exceptional care of me and my family. Now fast forward
to today, sometimes I feel incredibly forgotten because I am not under
such scrutiny for my condition. It is a double-edge sword. I hated all
the appointments and yet liked knowing the results because then it was
known, it was "solved". In-between, well you are always in limbo, was
that pain cancer coming back? Is the twitching it growing and
over-taking that area? How will I know if it is back or not? These
questions haunt me at times.

I am lucky enough to only have to go every six months or so, because
there was a time where it was every other week and so on. So, here I
am hesitating leaving. I was supposed to leave an hour ago to have
lunch with mom before we got there. I just can't seem to move. We
rescheduled lunch, which also gave me time to write you this. :0)

It is a pretty day though...
Wish I didn't have to go........

Anyone else out there have a cancer story they want to share? Take care!

Follow my cancer screening appointment today on twitter -
chromedaffodils - I will try to post as much as possible!

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Friday, April 23, 2010

Free Porn! or Free Shackles?

When posed the following question by a friend on her status, I replied
as follows, however, what do you think and how do you think this
affects America?

Friend: Everyone that wishes to comment, What do you all think about
porn and does more men look at it than women do? I have a debate going
on and I need anyones input that wishes to comment!

Me: Wow, this is interesting because the thing is, who really knows,
so many people live that part of their lives privately, that true
answers to polling on it would never be accurate really... however the
viewing of it is a sin. It is wrong to commit adultery of any kind as
God wants us to be loyal to each other, in every thing we do, we
should be loyal to that and do our best. Be it a job, an agreement, a
friendship, a marriage, or any other commitment, we should be
honorable and trustworthy. This is because he wants us to be respected
and have confidence and be great leaders in whatever role in life we
have, there is value and worth in that. We are important and have
purpose. Social engineering has led many to believe their sins are
okay in order to sell them products, distract them from what is really
going on in the world and further control their lives. I have never
seen porn lead a relationship closer and make it healthier, in fact
much of the marital counseling in America is from destructive things
like this occurring. It can also lead to one or another party being
medicated (further govt. control of you). It is also a crime to have
this stuff in the presence of minors and can lead to the state
removing your children (further controlling you and the education
etc., of your child) so is it worth it? Bottom line, do unto others as
you would have done to you, and if it causes your brother or sister to
trip up, stop doing it, so if you think something is okay, but your
brother/sister in Christ is deeply troubled by it, stop it because the
bond and friendship is of much higher value and you should respect
them enough to do so. There are many research topics on Prison Planet
dealing with the mind control and distractions by the media, etc. to
prevent you from focusing on what is really going on.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Find a Tea Party event near you and take a stand!

A friend reminded me today of this word from God:

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28)

Find an event near you, get as involved as you are able and stand up for the constitution.
Here are some links to help you along:

There are so many more sites out there, please feel free to leave your site as a comment if you want it added to the list. Share this blog posting link on your sites so everyone can get involved. Pray God moves the hearts of those intending on invading our events with slander, and that those with ill-intentions are given wisdom to see through eyes of understanding what is really going on and they decide to stand with the tea party people and not against them.

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Sunday, April 4, 2010

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Understanding Easter and how much God really LOVES you, his ultimate sacrifice so you can have forgiveness and new life

I found a wonderful article I wanted to share here:

Easter, or Resurrection Day, as many Christians refer to the holiday,
is a time when we celebrate the resurrection of our Lord, Jesus

Learn more about Easter:

* What is Easter?
* The Resurrection of Jesus Christ
* Timeline of Jesus' Final Hours
* Why Does the Date for Easter Change Every Year?

John 11:25-26
Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who
believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and
believes in me will never die. (NIV)

Romans 1:4-5
And Jesus Christ our Lord was shown to be the Son of God when God
powerfully raised him from the dead by means of the Holy Spirit.
Through Christ, God has given us the privilege and authority to tell
Gentiles everywhere what God has done for them, so that they will
believe and obey him, bringing glory to his name. (NLT)

Romans 6:8-11
Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with
him. For we know that since Christ was raised from the dead, he cannot
die again; death no longer has mastery over him. The death he died, he
died to sin once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God. In
the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ
Jesus. (NIV)

Philippians 3:10-12
I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the
fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his
death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.
Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made
perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus
took hold of me. (NIV)

1 Peter 1:3
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great
mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the
resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead... (NIV)

Matthew 27:50-53
And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his
spirit. At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from
top to bottom. The earth shook and the rocks split. The tombs broke
open and the bodies of many holy people who had died were raised to
life. They came out of the tombs, and after Jesus' resurrection they
went into the holy city and appeared to many people.(NIV)

Matthew 28:1-10
After the Sabbath, at dawn on the first day of the week, Mary
Magdalene and the other Mary went to look at the tomb. There was a
violent earthquake, for an angel of the Lord came down from heaven
and, going to the tomb, rolled back the stone and sat on it. His
appearance was like lightning, and his clothes were white as snow. The
guards were so afraid of him that they shook and became like dead men.

The angel said to the women, "Do not be afraid, for I know that you
are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has
risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. Then go
quickly and tell his disciples: 'He has risen from the dead and is
going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him.' Now I have
told you."

So the women hurried away from the tomb, afraid yet filled with joy,
and ran to tell his disciples. Suddenly Jesus met them. "Greetings,"
he said. They came to him, clasped his feet and worshiped him. Then
Jesus said to them, "Do not be afraid. Go and tell my brothers to go
to Galilee; there they will see me." (NIV)

Mark 16:1-8
When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James,
and Salome bought spices so that they might go to anoint Jesus' body.
Very early on the first day of the week, just after sunrise, they were
on their way to the tomb and they asked each other, "Who will roll the
stone away from the entrance of the tomb?"

But when they looked up, they saw that the stone, which was very
large, had been rolled away. As they entered the tomb, they saw a
young man dressed in a white robe sitting on the right side, and they
were alarmed.

"Don't be alarmed," he said. "You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene,
who was crucified. He has risen! He is not here. See the place where
they laid him. But go, tell his disciples and Peter, 'He is going
ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him, just as he told
you.' "

Trembling and bewildered, the women went out and fled from the tomb.
They said nothing to anyone, because they were afraid. (NIV)

(See also, Luke 24:1-12)

Saturday, April 3, 2010

My response to YouTube ending the "video share on your blog" feature

REMOVE our tools from our account tool box! WHO cares if YOU think WE
the LITTLE People DO not use it in the way you thought we would or
should, or whatever your reason, but you should be embarassed that
your huge company can not handle leaving a small tool that actually
gives us some use - in our tool box!! YOU have to be kidding me?! You
are becoming a conglomerate joke anymore, like junk food. Sure people
might eat you, but no one loves you and people usually bad mouth you.
Soon enough they realize it is healthier to live without you. It would
be wiser to leave the site for the users, not to feed the users,
because we don't need fed your ads. Actually, I make it a point to
NEVER BUY from anyone who interrupts my YT experience. You can be big,
and lovable, but you are going about it all wrong, and may end up in a
nasty divorce. Many people are irritated with YT as it is, it won't
take much more to convert people far away from you if you don't
respect your users. You are making money off of our work anyway, so
every non-partner page with ads is theft on your part, as you steal
their work and audience to force feed ads to their viewers, to make
money to feed your face. If you don't want something to be "FREE",
don't "SELL" it as FREE, when it really isn't. It comes with many

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